“It’s possible to love a human being if you don’t know them too well.”
Honestly, I believe that to be true. But can you love them completely? That is the big question. I would like to think so but I often say to myself “that is what you get for thinking”. Now that I know the person I am with as well as I know myself, if not better, I love him more. But after two nights of me not being sure where my head is, I bordered on walking away from someone I do love a great deal. To save them more pain. I figure if I make him hate me, it’ll be easier to let me go. What makes someone to do that? I honestly don’t understand. I don’t even understand it and I am the one who did it. Makes no sense what so ever. Working on it. Working on myself. That is what I need to do.
Simplicity is beautiful.
I was catching up today on Twitter and, as usual, Tiny Buddha posted something I needed right when I needed to see it. And I wanted to share it. Be the positivity you want to feel. Read it and everything makes sense. Things that are so simple can do so much. Simplicity is indeed beautiful. Making things harder than they need to be makes absolutely no logical sense. I’ve spent a lot of life doing things the hard way. Why not do things the simple way? What is the harm in that?
When you can't run, you crawl...
And when you can’t crawl, you find someone to carry you. Run when you can. Walk or crawl if you need to. But never be afraid to let someone carry you if you need it.
“Sometimes you just have to pee in the sink.”
That can be seen as a crude statement but when put into a completely different perspective, can be seen as something inspirational. Think of life as the sink and you going against the grain of what society determines you have to do with your life as the act of peeing. Seriously. Think about it. Growing up I was expected to be a musician for the rest of my life. Go to college, get my music degree and be wonderful. That wasn’t to be. I wasn’t ready for it then. Instead I did everything else and made difficult life decisions that weren’t what I wanted but what I KNEW had to be done to maintain…to survive…to be able to become something more than what I was.
A mountain is something that seems lifeless, motionless, unable to be swayed. You can think of yourself as a mountain, unaffected by things. But don’t forget, even mountains can crumble. Some are volcanic and erupt when you least expect it. Be prepared for what life throws at you. When you start to feel stuck, don’t erupt. Don’t crumble. Think of those words “Sometimes you just have to pee in the sink” and remember that sometimes you have to do something that might make you uncomfortable in order to achieve what you want in life. You might not like it. You might not think it’s important. Every action in life is relevant to everything else, no matter how small.